Some Desperate Anger Management

Hey all
This post won't have any thing to do with skincare or beauty related just some personal story and encounter that i had to spit out, and i think this is gonna be a LONG post. So if you have some spare time please do read it and give me some advice ^___^.

This week, uni has started so I get to see all my friends again.. yay.. that's why I haven't updated this for 3 days. Any ways, Despite the happiness of seeing my friends back at uni, there's this one person who just have to make my day miserable. So F'en pissed off right now....

So this whole incident has to start back in the holidays.

During Holidays:
After the exams and the results were out, a good friend (I don't consider her close friend, but I see her every day in uni so i guess good friend classification is suitable?.. )called me up to ask me what Grade Point Average (GPA) I got for this semster. SO I told her I got Distinction Average( which is 75+), then I asked her what you get? she replied me " argh i got alright." I knew she didn't get as high as me so I stopped asking.

After a couple weeks she told me she had an ultrasound done and needed to go to hospital for surgery.. (sounds pretty serious) I called her up to tell her that I won't be going to visit her while she's in hospital cuz I know patients need rest after surgery plus I needed to prepare for my Green P driving test. So I said I will call back another time to visit you. So after about 2 days she called back asked me if I could go to her house on friday, I said to her " oh, sorry I can't make it cuz the touch screen computer for Green P test had some problem and had delay response so I need to resit for the test".

During Today:
Around early afternoon, she called me to ask me where is our class. I said we could meet up and go together. On the way there she said to me " Oh, you know what my bf said?? he said that you got Distinction GPA is cuz you slept with the lecturers." I was like..... So wanted to Slap her across the face.. but I manage to control my self and said to her in a joking tone while smiling " Really?? But if I really did sleep with them then would I get 100?? rather than just 70 sth ???" She was like " oh yeah, that's true.." then shuts up. We arrived in class, so i just went to sit next to some other friend. AWAY from her...

After class, it was 6 ish. Since it's winter here, it's pretty dark and cold. She asked me if I could give her a lift to the train station. (Our uni has special bus for students to travel between the nearest train station).. It was infront of all these other friends, and it was only like 5 min more of driving to where i normally go. So I said yeah ok... When I was driving towards the station, she said to me " OMG you got your Green P, you know my bf said to me it's impossible to fail Green P cuz he got it in one go. And he said You're such a genius"... I WAS like.. I don't give a F*CK about what ur bf says... and if he was so great why don't you ask him to give you a lift instead?? and I wanted to tell her... GET THE F*CK OUT OF MY CAR!!!!!.........

WTF She want from me?? Seriously............ She is so happy to see me fail, and even if I do good she have to bring me down?? SO ANGRY!!!!..

I helped her when ever she needed help... Was there for her to listen to her blabing about the shitty problems btw her and her bf... sigh... Feel like I have been taken advantage from. But i mean just because I'm nice doesn't mean I'm willing to get spoken to like that... People like her are so sad, can't stand seeing other people better than themselves. I mean I worked hard all semester while you and your bf went out to dinner and do what eva you gota do, I was at home writting up my thesis and doing research. Don't I deserve a good mark for all those hard work??

Sigh.. I think She isn't even worth the hassle of getting all upset. But I CAN'T Stand her...

>____<.......... feeling miserable............................................................................